Tuesday, January 25, 2011
So I am sitting here waiting for my hot water and all I want to do is die, or sleep both things seem far off from me. I seem to be having some issues with insomnia something I have had for most of my life. But I have been up for 2 weeks now, not straight I sleep perhaps 4 hours a day, however, I need more and it will not come. I am afraid to take more sleeping medication because, I take so much now it reminds me of overdose dancing.
Anyway, a cold has kicked my tail today so I am home but no work being done just wallowing in the sick.